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| mulawin |
| 10.02.04 (6:28 pm) [edit] |
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eto pa nga pala! i NEED the lyrics of SouthBorder's song "Ikaw Nga"!!! yung sa OST ng Mulawin... gosh. gustung gusto ko yung kantang yun. :? kaya lang yung sa video nung kanta, bakit kwago yung pinapakita nila? hehe! :lol:
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| october 1, 2004 |
| 10.02.04 (6:06 pm) [edit] |
duty ako sa Rockwell kanina... okay naman, mababait naman yung mga partners don. Rockwell was better than when i was assigned to Greenbelt3! pero like what they say, "there's no place like home". Enterprise parin ako. Go Team Enterprise, love ko kayo! :D
then after work, i decided to go nalang to the Zobel '98 "batch party" at Parc Firme in Filinvest Alabang (kahit naka-uniform pa 'ko!). buti nalang i did, coz it was nice to see old friends & classmates. some of them i've seen lang after like... what?... 7 years?! tagal non ah. shit was good but not too many people came. sayang nga eh. and parang bitin yung gabi. grabe, all of us have really grown up and changed. talagang hindi na kami mga bata. hehe! pero masaya parin mag-reminisce. as usual, kasama ko na naman sila Jinny, Sheena, Yin, Addie... Jas & Lizbeth weren't there (Lizbeth's in the US, & Jas was with Titan). kaloka, tawa lang kami ng tawa. :lol: bonding and catching up on each other. sana we could do that more often. high school really was a lot of fun.
we hung out for a while at Starbucks (yak, naka-uniform pa talaga ako non!) coz we were kinda tipsy na, and we needed food, glorious food to offset the alcohol. so ayun. then after non, we went to Dencios pa coz we were looking for somewhere else to hang out and we didn't wanna go home just then (ika nga ni Sheena "the night is still young"). inum ulit, haha! :lol: dapat nga punta pa kaming Oktoberfest sa Metrowalk Pasig eh. kaya lang katamad na kasi late na, tapos tipsy na nga kami. we went home around 3am na. ayus, saya men! :D not bad for the first day of the month. :)
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| been a while |
| 08.15.04 (8:48 am) [edit] |
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phew! it's been a while since i last blogged. nice to be back. sana makapag-blog na 'ko regularly. a lot has happened and so much has changed... grabe, in just a couple of months, parang iba na ulet yung mundong ginagalawan ko. can't elaborate, but one thing's for sure: i'm a lot happier! :) yun nga lang, miss ko na mga friends ko na dati madalas ko makita. miss ko na rin kausap si ymon oyot. miss ko na mag-friendster everyday at mangulit sa bulletin board. oh well.
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| one work week |
| 07.09.04 (6:21 am) [edit] |
Monday - you're feeling energetic and happy, and ready to start a new work week. excited ka rin about stuff that this week will bring. ano kaya ang mangyayari ngayong week na 'to? may makikilala ka kayang new people? syempre, Monday palang... so you're looking forward to a whole new week. maaga ka pa ngang gumising eh. you put a smile on your face as you get ready to go to work. and, you're feeling ready to face the world! :D
Tuesday - okay na okay. naka-smile ka parin bumangon from your bed, at naka-smile ka parin as you're getting ready for another day at work. medyo ma-traffic at siksikan sa FX, pero okay lang. one day palang ang lumilipas sa buong week, pero you still feel as if it's gonna be a great week for you. so you continue to smile. :)
Wednesday - medyo late ng konti ang gising mo, pero okay lang, enough time parin to make yourself pretty for going to work. medyo hindi ka na nga lang naka-smile, kasi midweek na, wala paring exciting na nangyayari sa buhay mo. pero you try your best to be cheerful parin, although medyo umiikli na ang pasensiya mo sa mga tao at sumusungit ka na. gosh. :shock:
Thursday - late ka nang nagising! gusto mo pang matulog, pero hindi ka naman pwedeng umabsent. kaya madaling-madali kang naligo, nagayos, sabay alis ng bahay. medyo pawisan at wa-poise ka na pagdating sa office, pero what the heck! ano nga bang pakialam nila??? ni hindi ka na nakapag-breakfast, kaya gutom ka na umaga palang. hindi ka na tuloy ngumingiti. parang feeling mo, hindi pa nagsisimula ang araw, pagod ka na. hay, can't wait to get home later noh? :?
Friday - after pressing the snooze button around 6 times, you finally convince yourself to get out of bed. iniisip mo nalang, Friday na... last day of the week. after today, makakapahinga ka. grabe, gusto mo nang lumipas ang maghapon para uwian na. ang bagal pa ng oras. hay... gusto mo nalang humilata sa kama sa kapaguran... :(
hehe... wala lang. parang ganito ako buong week... sobrang pagod, sobrang ngarag. pero masaya ang trabaho. yun nga lang, sa work namin, hindi pwede ang hindi naka-smile. dapat kahit tired ka na, project ka parin ng beauty mo. besides sa work namin, marami talagang makikilalang new people, at kahit pagod ka, masaya ka parin kasi para ka lang naglalaro. may free employee beverage pa, at may discount sa food. mababait pa yung mga kasama mo sa work, yung mga partners mo, which makes it all the more fun. hay, sarap magtrabaho sa Starbucks talaga. :D
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| pagod |
| 07.02.04 (10:28 pm) [edit] |
:shock: :shock: :shock:
pagod na pagod ako. nitong buong linggo. hay.
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| my heart still beats |
| 06.25.04 (11:22 pm) [edit] |
you're holding me and i close my eyes
you're whispering and i start to cry
you feel so good, so beautiful
for as long as you live, don't let me go
just hold me, touch me, feel me
as long as you love me, reach for me, and need me
if you could trust me and teach me, never let go of me
because you're half of me, my heart still beats...
lookin' in the eyes, the eyes of love
i hold your face and i see the sun
i taste your kiss, and you touch my soul
and i'm feeling peace i never felt before
just hold me, touch me, feel me
as long as you love me, reach for me, and need me
if you could trust me and teach me, never let go of me
because you're half of me, my heart still beats...
i'm feeling what they call pure love
i never knew a feeling like this could exist inside of me
i'm soaring, emotions exploding
i don't wanna live another day if you're not here with me
just hold me, touch me, feel me
as long as you love me, reach for me, need me
if you could trust me, teach me, never let go of me
because you're half of me, me heart still beats...
:wink:
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| work, friendship, music and stuff... |
| 06.25.04 (9:33 am) [edit] |
i've got a lot of things to tell you tonight, but i think i need to put my thoughts into order first. i'm just kinda still floating around here. things are really going well for me these days. i'm done with my orientation at Starbucks, and starting Monday i'm officially hired. well, i AM officially hired, but work doesn't start until Monday, so... i have the weekend to prepare myself and enjoy my last 2 days of being a bum. :D
i talked to Layn earlier. she's still very angry at Beef for what she's done to Layn and Vanj. i can't blame them, they have good reason for feeling that way. and i feel for them too. apparently, Beef is not really the true friend we thought her to be. or siguro, medyo mali lang siya ng mga hirit at mga binibitawang salita. i don't wanna judge her or anything, lahat naman nagkakamali, but she said some pretty nasty stuff to Layn, and apparently has been saying some not so good stuff about me rin. i dunno.
i don't wanna think too harshly about her, but i must admit, masakit yung mga sinabi niya. to think na kami lang naman talaga actually yung mga friends niya. i mean, Beef has very few friends far as i know... kami lang naman talaga yung mga closest circle of friends niya eh... Layn, Vanj, Beef, Shell and i. siguro dahil na rin sa ugali niya. ilang beses na namin siyang pinagbigyan and pinagsabihan and pinalagpas nalang some stuff she does, but i think this time she's crossed the line. sobra na eh. nakakasakit na siya talaga. the stuff she said to us and about us... to say those things to and about your friends (or at least those people who treated you as a friend)... grabe, kapal naman niya. haayyy... it's sad.
i'm not angry at Beef or anything, i'm just really dissapointed. all out pa naman ako sa kanya bilang kaibigan, tapos ganon. :( kaming lima, we've always been really honest with each other, kahit may mga sama ng loob. we were like sisters na talaga. pero i think Beef isn't with us when it comes to being a true friend. i dunno. kilala naman nila ako, hindi ako talaga nagagalit. i just want to understand why Beef said those things. masyado lang yatang mataas ang tingin niya sa sarili niya. may pagka-megalomaniac yata.
i forgive her for having said those things, but for now i think i'll keep my distance. masama pa yung loob ko eh, and masakit talaga yung mga sinabi niya, not something i could just brush off. i just hope she realizes that before she loses more friends in future. haynako, di bale Beef i'm still your friend, but for now i think you have to learn a valuable lesson in friendship.
on to other stuff... tomorrow morning, i'll be teaching Music to some kids at the parish church. just basic stuff, i guess, like some church songs and stuff. but i hope it starts off great. my mom'll be with me, so i've no need to worry, i guess. my mom'll be teaching Music also, but she'll be handling the peeps from the Seminary. i dunno why they chose us to do this stuff but, hey... why refuse when it's a great way to help and be of service. :)
then last night, before the CLP, yMonster called. (gulat ako!) aba, nag-audition ba naman sa'kin! :lol: i guess he just wanted me to hear his singing voice and ask for my opinion. he sang a few songs... galeng! :D (i'm just saying this coz i know he might read this blog! :lol:) nah, just kidding... he really does sing well. pwedeng pang-banyo. :lol: (joke lang yMon, mwah!) so i'll be in contact with Paul to ask him about their gigs and then next week yMonster and i will meet up so we can drop by & ask Guy about the auditions for his new vocal group. yMonster will be auditioning, yey! :D ang tagal tagal ko nang sinasabi sa kanyang i-try niya eh, coz i really believe he can do it. i have so much faith in him. i guess now that he's available anytime, ngayon lang niya naaasikaso, so that's good. sana this works out for yMonster. (good luck!!!) if it does, ako na ang magiging President ng fans' club nila, hahaha! :lol:
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| Starbucks |
| 06.24.04 (2:05 am) [edit] |
signed my contract with Starbucks today. yey! :D tomorrow's our orientation at 8:30AM (ang aga, p're!), then we begin training on Monday. Eulyn got in too. :D yey! i met her during our screening, and we kept in touch since then. but it took quite a while before they called her in for an interview. good thing nakahabol siya for our orientation, coz if not, she'd have to wait for another 2 weeks. so i'll be seeing her tomorrow. :) grabe, after ilang months na bum dito sa bahay, (well, except syempre pag may gig) i'm finally going to be useful again. hehe! hay salamat! :D
Michael's coming with me tomorrow, i think. sasamahan daw niya ako??? well. sabi ko, para hindi naman masayang yung pagpunta niya don, mag-submit na rin siya ng resume niya. hehe! sayang, di na 'ko kinikilig sa kanya eh. haayyy... it could've been so good, though. si Izra kaya, nakapag-submit na ng resume? i'll ask him nalang later. magkikita naman kami sa CLP eh. last night na nga pala tonight ng CLP. :( then next Saturday we'll be having our Lord's Day, then officially Singles for Christ na kami. yey! :D everything's going so great, ang bait talaga ni Lord!
k'musta na kaya si Ymon? :( haayyy...
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| my favorite favorite song! |
| 06.22.04 (5:56 am) [edit] |
there's a saying goes, says that love is blind
still we're often told, "seek and ye shall find"
so i'm going to seek a certain lad i've had in mind
looking everywhere, haven't found him yet
he's the big affair i cannot forget
only man i ever think of with regret...
i'd like to add his initial to my monogram;
tell me where is the shepherd for this lost lamb?
there's a somebody i'm longing to see,
i hope that he turns out to be someone who'll watch over me
i'm a little lamb who's lost in the woods
i know i could always be good
to one who'll watch over me
though he may not be the man some girls think of as handsome
to my heart he carries the key.
won't you tell him please to put on some speed,
foolow my lead, oh how i need...
someone to watch over me! :D
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| Myself |
| 06.18.04 (7:52 am) [edit] |
[b]I have to live with myself, and so
I want to be fit for myself to know,
I want to be able as days go by,
always to look myself straight in the eye;
I don't want to stand, with the setting sun,
and hate myself for the things I have done.
I don't want to keep on a closet shelf
a lot of secrets about myself,
and fool myself, as I come and go,
into thinking that nobody else will know
the kind of person I really am;
I don't want to dress myself up in sham.
I want to go out with my head erect,
I want to deserve all people's respect;
but here in the struggle for fame and wealth,
I want to be able to like myself.
I don't want to look at myself and know
that I'm bluster and bluff and empty show.
I can never hide myself from me;
I see what others may never see;
I know what others may never know,
I can never fool myself, and so,
whatever happens, I want to be
self-respecting and guilt-free.[/b]
--[u]Peer Counselors Club [/u]
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| static & silence |
| 06.18.04 (6:51 am) [edit] |
over the rooftops, a plane in the sky
beat of a bass drum, cars passing me by
under a bridge... dark, then back into light
a river of raincoats and a forest of faces
still for a moment, then red into green
slow shuffling shoes whisper sight unseen
row upon row of houses return an empty stare
let the daydream for a little while longer
hope i'll never wake when i'm thinking about you
hope i'll never wake coz now i'm thinking about you
two-minute hailstorm, then melts into rain
oh, sing me a rainbow, it's sunny again
swallows overhead, while the traffic snarls below
could i keep dreaming for a little while longer..?
hope i'll never wake when i'm thinking about you
so that you know - i hope i never wake coz now i'm thinking about you
when you're searching your soul, when you're searching for pleasure
how often pain is all you find
but when you're coasting along and nobody's trying too hard,
you can turn around and like where you are
i hope i'll never wake when i'm thinking about you
and i close my eyes...
now i'll never never wake, coz why should i stop thinking about you...
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| Langit |
| 06.17.04 (8:12 am) [edit] |
paano kaya mapapansin pag-ibig kong itong laging bitin?
panay sulyap, puro tingin... hindi na talaga lilingunin
lagi nalang nasasaktan puso kong itong nagdurusa
laging pinipilit, pag-ibig ko sayo ay dinggin
hihintayin nalang kita sa langit...
marahil doon puro pag-ibig
siguro naman ako ay pansin, pagbibigyan sa aking mga hiling
paano kaya mararamdaman, pag-ibig mong aking asam
marahil nga doon nalang sa langit
hihintayin nalang kita sa langit...
lagi nalang kitang nakikita, tila ba isang madilim na ulap
walang kasinag-sinag para sa aking pag-asa
hihintayin nalang kita sa langit...
ako ay may kaba, ako ay nag-aalala kung tayo ba ay magkikita sa langit
doon sa langit...
sana sa langit...
ang tanging pag-asa ko nalang ay langit.
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| say goodbye |
| 06.16.04 (9:41 am) [edit] |
in the years to come, will you think about these moments that we shared?
in the years to come, are you gonna think it over & how we lived each day with no regret?
nothing lasts forever though we want it to
the road ahead holds different dreams for me and you...
sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny
sometimes goodbye, though it hurts, is the only way now for you and me
though it's the hardest thing to say, i'll miss your love in every way
so say goodbye, but don't you cry coz a true love never dies
in a year from now, maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said
in a year from now, maybe we'll see each other standing on the same street corner though it rains
each and every end is always written in the stars
if only i could stop the world, i'd make this last...
sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny
sometimes goodbye, though it hurts, is the only way now for you and me
though it's the hardest thing to say, i'll miss your love in every way
so say goodbye, but don't you cry coz a true love never dies
and when you need my arms to run into, i'll comfort you
nothing will ever change the way i feel...
though it's the hardest thing to say, i'll miss your love in every day
so say goodbye, but don't you cry coz a true love never dies...
[i]wala lang, naalala ko lang si Toffie. na-miss ko lang yung mga pinagsamahan namin. grabe, it was exactly a year ago when we broke up. tapos ngayon, magkaka-baby na siya next month. wow. ang bilis nga naman ng mga pangyayari. oh well. it's all good.[/i]
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| June 16, 2004 |
| 06.16.04 (9:06 am) [edit] |
:D
dumating na ang himalang hinihingi ko... nasa Starbucks na 'ko! :D yey!!! no more tiring-and sometimes crappy-but sometimes fun work at WOWPhil! i'll miss the guys there though. haayyy... but that's okay, kasi pwede naman ako mag-partimer parin don, if i choose to. but training at Starbucks begins on the 5th of July pa. in the meantime, i have to fix all my papers & other requirements, plus i have to buy at least 3 pairs of black slacks & 3 pairs of khaki slacks for my uniform, & black and white tops. sayang, di masyadong colorful... at least, dagdag parin sa wardrobe. hehe! :lol:
um... yung isang himalang hinihingi ko di pa dumadating eh. di ko parin nakikilala ang soulmate ko... :lol: heehee! tsk tsk! oh well.
hmm... can't think of any more stuff to write. hindi na naman gumagana ng maayos ang utak ko. :D so yun lang for now.
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| 'nyeta! |
| 06.15.04 (3:16 am) [edit] |
bakit kaya ang bagal lumipas ng mga araw? kung kelan naman gusto mong matapos ang araw ng mabilis, saka bumabagal. at kung kelan gusto mong mabagal ang paglipas ng oras, ang bilis bilis naman at di namamalayan! leche. bored na bored na bored na 'ko! wala akong magawa. laging nasa bahay. kung di naman, kasama lang mga friends (which is good). haayyy...
tsk tsk tsk! kinda makes me wish andito si Brent. at least, nung andito siya, may kasama akong manood ng sine pag trip ko. or tumambay sa phase8 pag walang magawa. lagi pa akong nasasabihan na ang ganda ganda ko. hahaha! :D
'nyeta!!! malasado na ang utak ko kakapanood ng mga vcd at mga palabas sa tv. nagdudugo na tenga ko kakapakinig sa radyo. matatanggal na braso ko kaka-badminton. kabisado ko na buong Marcelo kakaikot dito sa village namin. nagkakandaduling na mata ko sa kakabasa ng mga libro. pati libro ko sa Genetics nung college pinatulan ko na. 'nyeta talaga.
sana may mangyaring himala! heehee! sana biglang kakalakad ko at kakaikot dito sa village e biglang makilala ko na ang soulmate ko (hah! highly unlikely!). o kaya biglang may mag-alok sakin ng mas magandang trabaho, na malaki ang sweldo, at hindi abusado ang demonyitang boss (lalong unlikely!).
pweh! nahihibang na yata ako. haayyy...
para pa akong magkakasakit. maputla raw ako sabi ng lola ko. HA?! sa kulay kong ito, napansin pa nyang maputla ako??? at madalas akong mahilo. hmm... kulang na naman siguro ako sa iron. at kelangan ko nang ipa-check up itong mata ko. madalas sumasakit, lalo na pag nasa maliwanag ako. tsk tsk tsk!
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| ymon |
| 06.12.04 (12:43 am) [edit] |
when i was a child, the story would say
somebody would sweep you off your feet one day
that's what i hoped would happen with you, more than you could know...
i wanted to tell you my heart's in your hands
i prayed for the day when i would get the chance
but just when i worked up the courage to try, much to my surprise
you had somebody else coz these feelings i keep to myself...
i may never get to hold you so tight
i may never get to kiss you goodnight
i may never get to look deep in your eyes, or so it seems
i always will be wishing you were mine
i think about what could be all the time
all the happiness that i could find
baby, a girl can dream
from the moment i wake up till i fall asleep
i imagine you not with her but with me
talking and laughing and sharing our dreams, it's just a fantasy
coz you had somebody else coz these feelings i keep to myself
i may never get to hold you so tight
i may never get to kiss you goodnight
i may never get to look deep in your eyes, or so it seems
i always will be wishing you were mine
i think about what could be all the time
all the happiness that i could find
baby, a girl can dream
a broken dream it's true,
but to call you my own... it's the sweetest dream i know.
:cry:
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| good news & bad news |
| 06.01.04 (9:04 am) [edit] |
first, the bad news:
i just heard from Danus today... Allen Cudal, yung guitarist ng Greyhoundz, passed away na pala. just last month. i didn't get to ask how or why, basta sinabi lang sa'kin ni Danus, tapos kino-contact niya daw ako nuon but he couldn't get in touch with me. pati raw si Alvin, yung bro ni Allen, was trying to contact me. why didn't i get any of their messages? :( di ko tuloy nalaman. i'm hoping na makapunta this Saturday kila Alvin, meron yatang farewell thing sa bahay nila. i'm wondering now kung pa'no na kaya ang Greyhoundz? it was really sad... i feel sad for Alvin. :(
i said goodbye na rin to Brent. he's going away for a while, sa US, kasi nag-okay na yung caregiver thing niya. magkasama sila ni Jay don, then next month susunod na rin si Emir & Ryu. :( iwan na nila ako. :cry: *sigh* Brent'll be leaving on Friday, pero di na kami magkikita kasi i'll be busy. so we said our goodbyes na kanina. at least, that thing's settled na. he understood naman na pagbalik niya, my decision will still be the same. it's just as well na rin siguro. mahihirapan lang kami if we pursue this relationship, especially with him being so far away, & lolokohin ko lang siya if i tell him i feel the same for him.
now the good news:
Starbucks called na. i still have 2 interviews to go before i start (hopefully), & the first one's scheduled on Friday morning. then in the afternoon, i'll have to attend a screening at Touch Asia... call center thing yata yun eh, & i dunno how they got my #. oh well. :) at least, that's a pretty good start for June.
but i'm still missing yMon. :( *sigh* leche.
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| right now... |
| 05.31.04 (10:47 am) [edit] |
it's 2:50 AM. i can't sleep. i feel sad. i miss yMon.
this sucks so much. :cry:
and it's the first day of June... :(
i just hope this doesn't carry on for the rest of the month.
i need to find a new job. WOWPhil just won't cut it anymore. :(
i'm still waiting for my final interview at Starbucks though... but i'm afraid i'm starting to get impatient. :x
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| i hate love |
| 05.28.04 (9:14 am) [edit] |
I Hate Love
By Neil Gaiman
Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips- you-apart pain. I hate love.
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| Everytime |
| 05.28.04 (7:38 am) [edit] |
Notice me take my hand
Why are we strangers when our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
[i]this song just kept playing over & over in my head today. it's so sad. :([/i]
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| lucky dumpling |
| 05.26.04 (9:37 pm) [edit] |
[b]beauty poured out before me of hills so green and grass so sweet
aspen tree i lie beneath
adored by all that's wrapped around me
purple mountains i can see, rich blue sky i lie beneath
mother wind, whisper to me, tell me all i need to know
warm my skin, don't let me worry
keep me straight don't let me fall
i am tired, but it's a crazy old world that i've been made a part of
so plant me like a seed, don't let me toil
quick and calm is the midnight, a darkness that is beautiful
night's passion gets the best of me
a million lights make up this city
believe me, this is beautiful, this vision overwhelms me
mother wind, tell me strongly everything that i must know
i can't wait until tomorrow, i am bound to see it all
i get tired, but it's a crazy old world that i've been made a part of
so plant me like a seed, don't let me toil
walked along this path of darkness, i stumbled maybe once or twice
but i still have got my sense of pride
inspired by all that's set before me
sun lights up a world that's mine in a universe i can't describe
mother wind, whisper to me, tell me all i need to know
warm my skin, don't let me worry
keep me straight don't let me fall
i get tired but it's a crazy old world that i've been made a part of
so plant me like a seed don't let me toil
mother wind tell me strongly, everything that i must know
i can't wait until tomorrow, i am bound to see it all
i get tired, but it's a crazy old world that i've been made a part of...[/b]
[i]Baguio, December '03[/i]
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| Somebody |
| 05.21.04 (10:03 pm) [edit] |
[b]i want somebody to share,
share the rest of my life
share my innermost thoughts,
know my intimate details
someone who'll stand by my side
and give me support
and in return he'll get my support
he will listen to me when i want to speak
about the world we live in and life in gen'ral
though my views may be wrong,
they may even be perverted
he'll hear me out and won't easily be converted
to my way of thinking, in fact, he'll often disagree
but at the end of it all he will understand me...
i want somebody who cares for me passionately,
with every thought and with every breath
someone who'll help me see things in a different light
all the things i detest, i will almost like
i don't want to be tied to anyone's strings,
i'm carefully trying to steer clear of those things
and when i'm asleep, i want somebody
who will put their arms around me and kiss me tenderly
though things like this make me sick
in a case like this i'll get away with it...[/b]
[i]DepecheMode[/i]
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| 'langya! |
| 05.17.04 (2:50 am) [edit] |
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langya 'tong si Macky o... kaibigan pala niya si Shaolin Boy! :O leche, ayaw naman niya sabihin sa'kin yung pangalan... that's for me to research daw. pweh! kaya ko nga tinatanong sa kanya kasi siya yung ginagawa kong research material eh! :( kainis! :x pero at least tinanong ni Shaolin Boy kay Macky yung pangalan ko, kaya pala niya alam. *sigh* kileeeg! :D :oops: hahaha! huwattaday! :D
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| clear eyes shaolin |
| 05.16.04 (11:26 pm) [edit] |
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:D nakita ko si "clear eyes a.k.a. shaolin boy" kanina! :D yihee, kilig! naki-share pa siya ng payong... :D weeh! ang saya saya! buti nalang it was raining. pero shet... ang tanga ko! i forgot to ask his name! :( pakshet talaga...lumipad utak ko don ah. anyways, basta masaya parin! :D and at least he knows my name...gulat ako. pa'no kaya niya nalaman?! oh well. :D ay, kilig naman! :D
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| 05.15.04 (6:01 am) [edit] |
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the past few days were so busy, didn't even have time to blog. i'm tired... lagi nalang akong pagod. and malungkot. :( haven't talked to Monster for a while now. miss ko na nga yun eh. sometimes lang text, but then that's it. miss ko na siya kulitin. chaka yung pangaasar niya sa'kin. pati yung mga kwento niyang ewan...hehehe! :) and i miss talking to him about everyday stuff, yung tipong paguwi ko, kekwentuhan ko siya about everything that's happened that day. *sigh* i almost wish di nalang siya nalipat ng shift. at least before, kahit di kami nagkikita, we get to talk. eh ngayon, di na nga kami nagkikita, di pa kami nakakapagusap. tsk tsk! :( *sigh*
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